I do not think I can take one more thing happening this week....

 Ok so I try to remain upbeat all the time on my blog but not today. I have had the worst 2  weeks ever. It started the day after I returned from Italy. You know how the last day in France went for me so no rehashing needed. I get home and find out do to the economy I was being let go from the cruise. I know I am not as big of a name as the other girls so I am ok with it. I just really was looking forward to the trip such as life. I also am still trying to bail myself out after a store I taught for bounced a 1700.00 check on me. I had 9 outstanding checks out on the money I thought was in my bank. Still have not been paid back I gues another such as life moment. Still optimistic but starting to loose that flame I spent Halloween with my mom and kids. my mom kept complaining of a sore throat and drinking tons of water. She left after the tricker treating and I get a call from my dad the next morning my mom is in the hospital she almost died the night before. She had trouble breathing had my dad not been there she would have passed. My mom has congestive heart failure. She also has severe high blood preasure, diabetes and has not been caring for herself properly. She is still in the hospital and will not be home for a few more days. Still I keep trying to smile and hide my tears planning teaching trips and getting excited about going to panama city for Thanksgiving. Tonight I think might be the straw that breaks the camels back. My husband got a call from his brother it seems I get to live the new 90210 episode yeah goody for me. My darling hubby has been informed he has a 16 year old son.
 Why am I inclined to blog about this because I am dying inside. I hate that this boy never experieneced growing up the love and support from a great dad. is mom is not in the picture he has been raised by his Grandma. He will be calling her to tomorrow to find out when over the holiday we will meet him. I have no idea what my families life will be like after Thanksgiving and I am scared. I have been living in a pity party that is why I have not posted.
 Please pray for my family and that all of this has a happy ending. I am so worried about my mom and now a child.
 On a brighter note I will going to the Art Institute of Tampa in the morning and enrolling in school I am going back for a graphic design degree. I love designing and want to do it full time one day so back to school I go. I have one degree now to get another. I hope that goes well as I am not having the greatest luck these last 2 weeks.
I will one day post more pictures but my heart and soul is not in editing them right now.
I will leave you with pictures of my newest class.
My Family clock
I have extra kits of this class too the cost 40.00.
Have a Scrappy Day
Michelle